Monday, February 07, 2011
Ooh Gosh...I just realise this is my first entry for 2011.0.0..I thought i update a few months ago.Time never wait for people.Despite having a lot of projects to be due,assignment to be done,test and exam on my way,I would never forget to enjoy when needed to.Before Chinese New Year,bought a lot of clothes.As usual,I try not to take it at heart.This matter is nothing to me,cause I have gone through some stuff that are worse than this.How good it is to be alone.However,there are still some good stuff that would happen,good people which are worth to be my friend.Actually there is no such thing as bad people,there is a reason behind in everything we do,we ourselves or even me,i admit that i am not a good person either.But my motto of life is never to harm a person as my conscience cannot take it.As long as I follow my set of rules,I will not forget who I am.Some people only know how to cherish when they lost it,isn't it too late?<('_')>
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Have been feeling very disappointed in certain people.I have learn not to treat ppl 100%,you don't know when they would abandon you one day.Some attention seekers people are very irritating.They try to "snatch" your friends when they don't like their friend.This people would not be truthful to you forever.Whatever,I am now trying to make friend with other ppl,my age range for friends is from 0-60 years old(believe it or not),I would love to know different kind of mindset from different people.I would live happier than you,I pity you being pester by that person forever.And one thing"YOU DERSERVE IT=),YOU ARE NOT EVEN WORTHY OF MY TIME.=)".Whatever happento you,is your business,ask that person to help you lo.I don't care about you anymore since you treat me like shit.From now on,I would do what i believe is right.And for the attention seeker,get a life man.-.-
Thursday, September 16, 2010
After a long struggling of studies,I finally have the time to update my blog.Its been a long time since i update.This year 2.1 is the most difficult module i have ever go through,I tried my best.The rest leave up to God.Ahaha..I am now having my holiday while my friends is having attachment.I rather join them in attachment first,then i can enjoy one shot of 3 weeks holiday rather than now having holiday.Its ok.Last week,went to have sakae buffet at cityhall with my "long last friends".Its been a decade of years since i saw them.Peipei is also having attachment now,wish her good luck then.Only one word,"You cannot change what people think about you,but you can change how you wanted to feel."Its like time passby like a breeze.Everyone is going to be in the society soon,no longer be "spoon feed".But that is life after all.After attending my grandma funeral,I have seen all kinds of faces,how they treat my father.So i would do my best for everything to make him happy since he go through a lot.I can see that his heart is filled with disappointment and anger.But what we can do is to show them we are pretty satisfied with what we have.Our whole family would be happier than their family.I only have one father and mother,if i cannot treat them well,who will?The thing for me is to let go.How they treat you just forget it,what goes around comes around don't you think? o.0
Monday, July 05, 2010
Today went cycling with yanling they all at East Coast Park.I have bruises again on the leg,but this time is not that serious as i wore jeans.I just came back from my first attachment at TTSH,I learn a lot of things.I have learn what is the meaning of "reality","playing around with power".Most importantly,being humble is the main thing.I must always put myself in someone shoes before I think of myself.Even with a little bit of power,I should always think about how I get this power before I act.For me,I have gone through a lot of harsh times until I am fully "armored".When people play "psychology" games with me,I would not even bother to think about it.I would just keep quiet,because I have learn how to control my emotion from this CA. x)BUT JUST ONE THING,when I keep quiet,does not mean that I am scared of you.I just don't want to cause any problem.But if i cause problem,you better watch out.You would see a totally different me.I would not do such a coward act like sabotage,but I am not a pushover also.A lot of people say I am very patient,but they are totally wrong.-.-My patient has a limit too.Once it explode,it would be totally scary.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Wah!!MY STRESS NOW IS AT PEAK LEVEL.haha..This term is driving me crazy,all assignment rushing in my direction,tests and etc..Going gaga soon.Now i understand what it is like to be a year 2 student..Everyday is until 6pm,and i sleep late everyday.My panda eyes are getting obvious each and every day.
I don't even have the time to go for jogging.The only relieving factor is listening to music.Life without music is damn boring!!Just done my presentation today,its a relief for me.Cause I typically don't like presentation.>.<
But sad,my holiday attachment is at TTSH,-.-..Its damn far far away wor.Feel like killing the schduler,people live at jurong,you arrange people at novena?Its like what the f?-.-
And I short of one good friend,he is not the same date of attachment as me.Well,so sad.This time i short of one good buddy for talking..Roar!This time attachment,I would be more careful.That incident at AH already cause me to shorten my lifespan...Gahh..I won't want to repeat my CA!!>.<
Monday, April 19, 2010
First day of school and the whole campus is flood with people.The bus stop itself is already flood .And I need to squeeze through the crowd to get on a bus.And there is traffic jam on the way to school.I hate this kind of feeling of having to squeeze with so many people.But I saw a lot of first year all asking for directions,it remind me of the first day I went to Ngee Ann.I was walking in circle without realizing.And I heard a lot of people discussing on what CCA they should choose.Their actions really let me remember a lot of things.I went to school with shu ting today.I realize when we are talking on the bus,time flies by really fast.I find the duration of the journey too short for us to talk about loads of things.Can't blame me for that,its been decades of years since we meet up.But when we talk with each other,I realize we are more mature.As in not like last time ,so childish.Haha....In chinese there is a saying about"Sui yue bu rao ren",I agree.All of us are grown up,the way we talk changes.However,we did not have this barrier between us,we just talk whatever crap.I enjoy this feeling of talking without any barrier.So happy.xD
The sad thing for today is the lesson is so DIFFICULT!!>.< Without books,and the topic is such an alien language to me.I even have difficulty understanding.And i nearly slept during the lesson.Oh man...Otoke?xD
I can't give up halfway,I would piar all the way.Without books,i cannot understand anything.So tomorrow going to get all the books no matter what.Another sad thing for me,there are a lot of things I can't eat.I cannot eat seafood and chicken.So sad....T.T
Everyday to me is a surprise.Don't cha think? =)
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Finish my attachment 1 week ago.I learn a lot of things,and have a fulfilling experience.Some are quite beneficial,some are quite "scary".xD Someone told me that there is something unique about me that they like to work with me.This makes me happy enough as this prove that i am not such a detestable person.
4 more days and school reopen.I decide to let my leg have a rest.Have been standing 8 hrs for the past 3 weeks,even the veins are visible on my leg.So for the whole week,I would be staying at home watching drama,playing games.Wish I could go jogging,but my leg refuse.(an excuse? xD)I cannot believe I am going to be year 2,quite excited but feel kind of insecure.A fresh start,new things coming ahead.I just have to do my best,do not give up.=)
I am now learning malay,cause I think it would benefit for my future career.As I do not know how to interact with the malay patient,so it is good to learn another language.Actually,I am kind of greedy.I intend to learn Japanese and Malay language,but I think learning malay comes first as it is more beneficial.I have malay friends who can teach me.My father can also teach me a little,I mean all the basic one,i hope.xD
I have trouble finding the nutrients for my rose,yes,I am trying to grow a rose.I got it from one of my auntie.I went to research on the method to grow a rose,they are hungry plant that need nutrient,pruning and moderate amount of sunlight and water.I only given them moderate water but without any sunlight,no wonder they won't grow.
A group cannot be without a leader,or else, the harmony of the group would not be present.
And just something random,I know what is glaucoma.It is a disease in which the optic nerve is being damage,leading to progressive ,irreversible loss of vision.My friend have been pestering me about that question,but i just keep forgetting to find out the answer. =p